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    23 July 2010 - 10:46 PM
    its so exciting isnt it

    life is so exciting.
    i got a life full of surprises.
    so interesting..

    got to see things in another point of view
    and i find things is getting so interesting
    so challenging so stunning
    tired of city life

    want to see the sun rise
    want to go see flower blooms

    want to go see the sun sets
    want to go see the big wide ocean
    want to go to a place full of sunflowers
    with butterflies flying all around
    want to see those dove fly across the sky

    want to let the wind blow into my face
    let the sand cover my legs
    leaving footprints behind when walking on the beach
    watch the sea waves washes it away

    STARS
    watching the sky full of stars
    on a peaceful night
    remembering those i loved
    bringing back the pain into my heart
    crying under those beautiful stars
    hoping they can shine through my heart
    and heal me by the sight of them
    but how can i find them
    and heal myself
    when i am blind by sadness?

    It wasn't easy to dream with tears flowing
    Addicted to sweet dreams, i am looking for more


    - 10:42 PM
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    20 July 2010 - 7:33 PM

    very long never update le..
    having a blog like so meaningless..
    thinking of closing it down..
    hiax..this year de national song so high pitch..
    just being random ==


    07 July 2010 - 9:45 PM
    the next sun rise

    as the sun rises
    i expect something better today
    with constant reminders of work
    i was able to numb myself
    but i cant help but feel bad
    when something bad like that happens

    I promise myself not to cry
    but i still do every night
    i was happier
    but i fall again
    it knows how to cut deeper now
    its trying on me

    it kills me to know u r down
    all becos of me
    i am sorry
    i dunno how i got this upsets
    maybe cos i love u too much
    i dunno..

    i will be waiting for the next sun rise
    hoping that it will be a better day
    it will be..
    right?


    03 July 2010 - 10:59 PM
    thank you

    This whole week is just like a nightmare
    although i dunno when i will wake up from this nightmare
    but i know i am learning from it..there is still some sweetness inside this nightmare
    but i still hope i wont have this kind of nightmare anymore,i know its going to happen again
    they still dun trust me
    they say they do
    but its all lies..it will happen again
    and my heart will get stab again
    i know...well..
    i guess its all numb already,no more feelings for anything
    esp to this incident
    been through so much
    i know somethings
    something that i am glad and proud of
    is him
    through all this
    i know he will always be with me,stand by me..
    all that he have done for me is craved onto my heart
    so no matter how sad i am now,there is still sweetness inside of me
    i believe it can cover up all the bitterness,i will be happy again...
    i dunno how to express my love n thanks properly,pls forgive me for that..
    i can feel the pain in my heart until now..whenever i look at my parents
    am i really that bad inside their hearts? i dunno..it seems that i am really that bad..
    my masks seems to get stronger now..even though i a soo damn upset
    i am able to smile and laugh
    sometimes i really wonder,am i treating myself as human..
    i tried not to be upset..cos i dun wan him to be upsets too...
    i tried to hide myself..my true feelings
    in the end..i am like avoiding him
    i am so sorry..i really feel like going somewhere, where this troubles will be gone
    just sit there quietly, with only him n me
    why wont they just trust me
    why do i have to cry here..
    will u still chose to live when u are going to cry to sleep every night
    maybe it will be better if someone is with u.
    i overwork myself
    lungs got infected
    got 2 days mc to rest
    n no PE for one week
    there goes my lungs
    i feel like dying..
    i really do..