hmmmm my friend cum to my house ...she is irene yeo...yoyoyo...hay!! hahah having fun...
go back to lakeside..nothing fun..met some old friend...damn boring....hHHaaaa
ur perfect 'him' to bee shattered into pieces in ur heart..........
never ever!!!!!
hmmm...i see that..and i am not disappionted...thank u 4 returning my jacket properly...i am touch..hahah lame hor?hmmm..nothing much to post....
charlene and fu ming ..can u both be good to each other mah..don like that leh...i very hard to decide on things leh...i dun knw who to be with...i go with charlene..i feel bad leaving fu ming behind...i go with fu ming leave charlene behind also no good...u two cannot be together and i don want to lose anyone of them lah....wat u want me to do???
btw...roshini...are u 4getting me? u are like avoiding me...i tok to u,u got no interest to listen... nvm...maybe i am too boring to be with...cant' blame u 4 that..i understand...i won't blame any one...onli myself...get back my result too..not bad lah..pass everything...haha..hmmmm..this cuming saturday will be very tire...hmmmmmmmmm...post next time ^.^
i saw that....i realise that...that when ever i am online u are busy or u will be offline once i online...is there a need to do that?why do u do that...but if u are busy than i cant blame u ....but is that for that 4 weeks heaven is against us...do not want us to be toking to each other...4 weeks..u are doing the same thing...am i really that bad....or should i never be online again?...or is it that..i have think too much...and i need cheat myself to be happy again...i don knw how long can i cheat myself...i really don knw...the tears i share wif the stars and moon every nite...is not seen by anyone...no one really knws how i feel...no one..cos i am always cheating myself.... always...how long can i cheat myself...to smile and laugh..how long can i hid and cry...there's no shoulder 4 me every time i broke down....can someone help me...????
nothing much to post just that this saturday meeting change to tmr...2.30pm to 5.30pm ba....hmmm...hope it will not be hot...and i miss him...omg....hmmm...really...i miss him sia..see him one time today onli...nvm..i don wan 2 be that mad...LOL...recently my feeling still okok..jus that i miss him...haha...replying to math failure:i think it is like that ...sumtime love is like that... wat u say is like those thing u need to pay 4 loving or liking him, i understand your feeling...hmmm..."xi guan jiu hao" u knw....i xi guan liao...lol...don take it to heart...u are still young...one day u will find one person u really really are mad in...hahaha....like me...lol....just be happy when u see him..act like a famous basketballer jus pass by...haha but don scream...lol...enjoy the scene urself... :)....
u people plls dun think i wan 2 be happy then u all bully me hor... i still can feel pain one hor...just that i will try to mend it myself...so dun think u all can bully me hor...and dun also... btw...i dun trust friends animore....i scare i kenna betray again...but 4 roshini...she is totally a wonderful person ...she is perfect...i love her...she dun tok bad abt ppl...not like sum ppl... lucky she came to me...when i am in trouble.....and when i am sad.....this kind of friend.........is very hard to find.....in one millions of people....u onli can find the one and onli...i finally knws the meaning of happiness...u cant cheat yourself....happy mean happy....sad mean sad...u cant cheat yourself......when u are sad ....try to find happiness...it is always hidding....it play hid and seek...while u are findind it..u are having fun..when u are having fun....u 4get ur problem...and so u find happiness...i dun hate anyone now...even lea....no use hating ppl....life is short...enjoy it....believe me...try not to hate any one..HAPPINESS WILL NOT EVEN HID FROM YOU...love your love one...dun betray ppl...if ppl betray u...4 give and 4get......THAT'S THE KEY.....OF LIFE....to me.......loving u.......let me learn a lot of things...thanks alot.... :)
wat am i going to do...i am scare to meet him...don feel like going home also...i am also thimking is he doing that 4 fun...should i tell my mum...i scare my mun later scold him off....he live in my house somemore...wat to do...i am scare if he really do it again....arrrhhh....i hope everything will be ok soon...i scare sia...don dare to tell my mum also....wat happen in school...that make me sad...i will 4get and be happy!!!! lol.....i must be happy de...no matter wat...things that make me sad....ppl say if u are loved...u will be very happy...i love sum one...he is happy..i also must be happy!!! rite??? yah!! i will face very single problem wif happiness...but sum thing happen to me at home really scare me...hmmm dun want to tok abt that liao....must be happy on watever i do...i will say hi to him and bye to him as if he's my friend....but the pain is still there...i will try to 4get the pain in my heart...and he HAPPY!
hey..i dun knw wat to post...speechless...i damn stress lar...nvm...no one will understand me...rite?
heyhey...wat is the problem? i dun knw myself...yesterday national day...go to grandma house 4 family gathering.....so bad sia all the grand children damn annoying!!! so noisy.....somemore my uncle play mahjong then they go pong! pong! pong!...sigh...nth to say...the baby cry cry cry... nth to say also...watch nationa day parade on TV ....so sian lor...i damn confuse and sad...why ....
why? do u knw that when u are hurt...i am in double hurt...i am bleeding..bleeding..i knw i create trouble....4 you...i am sorry...sorry..i am not going to give u animore hurt...all the hurts will be on me....i hope that will do.......i dun wan to see my love one hurt....u knw?i knw u are hurt...whenever u are,i am too....crying...hurting...bleeding...wat can i do to make u happy? i am useless..i knw...i am sorry...
