i tried my best
didn't i?
i am tired
chasing u like a fool
can we stop this?...
oh no..i am crazy..
today cross country..run n run
run finish jiu Assembly
only remember that i fall in front of the school when looking for hui wen ><
SAMANTHA-hey
APPLE!
FELICIA-hey
PUMPKIN!
SHIFU-hey
PINEAPPLE!
DAWN-hey
STARFRUIT!
HAJA-hey BLACKBERRY!
JEFFERY-hey
LONGAN!
FUMING-hey
STRAWBERRY!
WENWEI-hey
CHERRY!
CHARLTON-hey
BANANA!
ERNEST-hey
PEAR!
SHAOYI-hey
WATERMELON!
YONGROU-hey
COCONUT!
YUNTING-hey
KIWI!
let's have fruit punch!!!! >.<
today our first PLC for this batch...
hmmm...it was quite fun..haha
COUGAR!!! LOL
hiaxs...exam coming le..how?
my sis say anyhow -.-
today got this guy very funny..
thought i his friend..come n say hello to me..
i was like.. huh???
u nt gigi meh?
gigi his butt...=.=
lol..any how how...
TL is no fun T.T
i pass my napfa! woo~ lol..just want to pass this year..didn't do my best....
I am so tired...
physically n mentally..
today after school jiu went to sheng shiong check prices for food for sat
bad bad headache after that...
went home didnt plan to take a nap but i fell asleep.
now i scare later i cannot sleep T.T
tmr got napfa test..
tmr need to stay back for 5 item..so damn boring
WA..today is a hectic day...weather very warm..help teacher do things also no mood...lol..
that teacher is some more my math teacher...give us so many graph to draw i still need to help her...nah...she is quite good la..so no comments..
her things done le than i went to Cougar's room...clean up abit..see see and check check the stupid tents...
than was talking about npcc "funeral frame"...haha..
than lock cougar's room and walked home..
WAT A BORING DAY!
lol....
today is sunday...i stay at home the whole day, after that got go out and eat wif family.
than jiu stay at home do homework...boring huh?
but actually hor..not that boring la...cos..........
ya...
;)
爱的感觉，
是这样的吗？
what is wrong with me......why does this kill me.........if he really leaves me..am i going to cry like how i did 2 years ago?is my heart gonna burn into ashes again?that little bit to him...how little is that?so little that.......that is like nothing?........
i hope that is not the case
n that i think too much
明明知道没有真正的答案。。。
为何还抱这样大的希望。。。
知道自己是个很需要安全感的人。。。
为何还去爱。。。
明知道自己容易受伤害。。。
为何还去爱。。。
明知道自己很傻。。。
为何还去爱。。。
我想。。。。
我会在次受伤害。。。
我希望，我只是想太多。。。
但如果真的是这样。。。
你们就深深地。。往我心里割吧。。
I REALLY FEELS LIKE KILLING MYSELF!
dunno what to plan..my brain gonna burst!
i hate this, luckily this is not going to continue!
or i will jump down from the top floor!
email seems to have a problem...cant send the meeting plan over
die~
pls forgive me sir~ *sob*
today is one of the most stupid n busy day...
rush back home after school than bathe, after that rush back to school for focus study group n help miss kang settle some tings...all the way until 5 plus than go home....sian!
was talking to piggy the whole day..thanks to him or my day will be totally boring...lol
STUPID PIGGY thinks that i tell him give birth...haha...but u cant!!! lol...
thanks for making my day anyway...
i still worry....
even though i thinks he feels the same for me
better to stay this way...
i hope this would continue 4ever...
i dunno~
anyway! all smiles today...^^
haha...was laughing at shao wei photo..posted it on facebook..many people comment...damn funny..
i lost my voice sia...haix...coughing like mad now!! i got oral examinations somemore!!!!!!!!!
ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feeling much better now =)
wa...a 56hrs camp and we only slept for 2.5 hour..no wonder this shao wei sleep like a dying pig...haha..the camp so fun overall...
tmr going for STC camp.........
..arr...................................................................................going to face small little devils...ha-ha..
they haven seen the real monster yet only la..lol!!!!
will blog what happen when i come back
Now that i am more experienced in facing this kind of emotion...I guess I just got to be more positive...I am now aware of what is happening :
1st- whatever she is doing always irritates me, annoys me. Her must win attitude is making me puke
2nd-stress out, afraid that i cant reach my goal..
3rd-My mum always irritate me =.=
4th- Scouts thingy as usual
