do u really feel happy for me? from last year onwards thing have already change.u n him.I tried my best to help u..me n u.i dunno why i still accept u when u treat me like this that year. bit by bit it changed. it was u who showed me i am not suit to be your friend.u wan someone better? always telling me u r somewhat better? whenever i try to get close to u, i am pushed away n u went to find others leaving me n her behind? i went to talk to u , and what did u do? telling me that u dun care n u walk away? u change or i change? they all can see u are the one who dun wan to talk to me? u have been calling me ***** since sec 1?with them? do u think i still care? i kept everything inside. u just show me ur attitude. wow? how am i suppose to react every time u do that. so i can only stop talking to u in order nt to see ur attitude? u think, when have u really treat me as a friend? the way u treat others n the way u treat me.totally different.u know yourself i dun have much friends except for the few of u? all this happen when u started only caring about yourself, the day when u just leave the basketball court leaving me n her looking for u.the day where u started to look for ways to get close to him.u went out him with leaving me n her.we didnt say anything..cos we understand..thn cant u understand my situation? on friday, when u push wenwei n say u wanted to sit with me in the bus, do u know how happy i was?i thought maybe is cos i think too much. for the first time i felt so happy with u...now i know..its all fake...tell me..what can i do now? break with him? tell sir i dun wan my rank?
i always hope u can treat me like how u treat others...
is it that hard?
