went to changi navy base today..so warm down there...T.T
do a lot of stupid things there also..mei xuan seducing navy soldiers. wahahaha!!!
so funny sia..haha..
hmmm..a lot of things happen..
all haven settle hao..
feel like breaking down..
it's not over...it is always the beginning..this will never end so what am i to u? i person for u to throw around? i sounds like i dun mind isn't? i do mind. who do u think u are....get me back as ur friend whenever u like it? okay..whatever u want. i follow ur way,even if i know its a path of death.if u want to do better n more than me, why not just take over me? i am tired of trying my best to work with u when u r pushing me away. i dunno why did u do that? just to get attention? i can give all the attention to u but pls use your brain n think of others? they might not care cos it wont bother them but somebody who has been ur friend 4 so long like me...what exactly am i to u...i really dunno but come on do u feel better if u know everything?if u are trying to make me like an ass down there than fine, just tell me. dun waste my time..i am tired...pls stop... i also dun understand why will u throw me aside when u have somebody else..am i that invisible to u?i have already give in a lot didn't i? i am falling already.. look around u..if u dun find me one day..maybe its really time for u to look..look if i am still alive..i did not wan to argue with u. some mis-communication i guess. at least things are getting better but pls know that i am lost n i really dunno what to do already. other than trying my best to ease u guys de burden n telling u guys everything i know. i need help. i am not a superwoman.tgt we are everything, i cant do this alone. i need all of u. including u. pls know i am not trying to have one man show...i think we really need to sit down n talk..remember i cant do this all alone if u want the best for our troop...i am falling apart..i need helpi dun like to wear fake masks..i cant breathe in them.. taking it out after i reach home n going down suddenly is torturing.. but i dun know why i can wear masks so well ... tmr will be better.. i hope...
