i went to his blog and read his past. but at least he is not so stupid like me . i think i should say we are equally stupid. haha. doing so much for one yet what we got is nothing but pain. it just happen so fast. this time it's true.i dunnno whether if i have the right to love somebody cos i doubt so. i hate to be locked out from the world just like how my mum lock me at home. yet i locked myself in too. i seldom speak my heart out to somone like him. not even my good friends. i dunno whether if i am too fast in trusting others. maybe that was my weakness. from the start until now, things had faded. i thought it would be ending soon. then i realise not. a new one will always come. it is the matter of am i going to hold on to it a not. very saddening.

today is my favourtie weather. it is raining!!! i love raining day. having hot milo during rainy day is my hobby.haha. post again some others days. bb