Today: rainy day..VERY cold
Emotion: sad enough to be happy...
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YoU aRe ThE oNe AnD oNLy KiTe I hAvE
People tell me to let go of the kite....
Let the kite fly high and free....
I am still holding on to the string...
and i am thinking if i should let it go....
The wind is blowing so strongly....
I am fighting to stand up straight with the kite..
and making sure it wont fly away...
but the kite tell me it want freedom....
After so long...
I am really really tired..
I am hurt in the wind...
So......
I LET THAT KITE GO....
and my sky started to rain.......
So heavily....
People....
Don ask me about that kite again....
I let it go...
If the the kite want me..
It will come back...
But i know it will never come back again...
Will You?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------HeY yOu... you neglect me...yes u did....you did not feel it.. do you?you are busy....with your exam?with your work?or is it with your best friend?last time when i am sad...you are actually the one who lend me that shoulder of yours to cry on no matter wat...now? i don even get to see you...i seldom see you...NO...i see you...with her..i cannot say anything...can i? yes u sat down with me...just to show me that u haven 4 get me yet...just to show that u still care 4 me when u just sit there 4 not more than 5 min???? i need to bear with it...u leave me...yes u did....i send u that message u did not even ask me what happen then u say i am over _______..... fine....i am veri veri veri _______to you...i knw....the problem is u don even knw wat happen! that day i am really really sad...i really need sumone that really care 4 me like how u care 4 me last time....why not just tell me that we both cant be like last time coz of her...just tell me...nvm..i can see with my own eyes wat u are showing me...i have kept this in my heart 4 veri veri long...pls make it clear that i did not BLAME anyone..it's my own fault...just to tell you...i am not blind..i can feel...i can see....-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------WhAt'S oN tOdAy?? everything is finish today in my new house..moving in soon...:)went to check it out today with my parents...nice...:)after that went to a hawker centre near my school and eat..see sherlyn,wee keong, jia yi , ya yan there too.. and some other sec 4 and 5....lol...sherlyn see me like see ghost...chat 4 a while with her..she just sitting behind where i sit still cannot see me lol...then suddenly rain...the sec 4 and 5 some still need to discuss who to share umbrella with....so funny...then wait 4 the rain to stop b4 we go off back to new house....sigh...u like your life?????? pls tell me :) i am glad to know...
