i won care who the hell who is spamming my blog.
coz i dont give a damm to low-class ppl.
relax and speak less valgarities, thrust me its good for physical and mental health.even my parent tell me not to speak valgarities.. didn't your parent teach u that!!!i don give a damn! u see me not happie...so what..u want u change school lah..i don even CARE!SO WAT IF I AM EMO? u so busybody 4 wat! pls mind your own business....-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I AM DAMN HAPPY NOW!!! get to sec 2 express.. :) some ppl brain got problem cum and disturb me..these small little bugs are NOTHING! tok so much..
i am happy on who i am,what i am and wat i have.
so wat if i have F***ing attitude..my f***ing attitude makes me happy and some ppl still can get along with me coz they are smarter than those little bugs..
my family don like me so? they love me!!!!! better than some ppl..
don knw why they so kahpo..
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finally get things done..
not much to say
i am fine and good ;)
FEELING HAPPY FINALLY..
lol...
just to tell sumone that you are never alone..never...
don knw can promote to sec 2 mah..i scare nia...
walking to school every morning..
a bit weird...haha bu xi guan..
holiday cuming..haha
i knw wat i want now..
not giving up so easily anymore
i am not going to let her take every thing
watch out...hahas
I MUST BUCK UP AND JIA YOU!
Sure retain one...fail my subjects...no hope...
i hate myself...
if english still fail then the end...
still got a little bit of hope....
sigh...
no holiday 4 me..
need to study during holiday also..
find fu ming to study together...
sigh..
i thought i can pass my math...
I THOUGHT..
EVERYTHING IS FINISH
NO FUTURE 4 ME LIAO...
i will kenna retain de...
good luck 4 me...
feel like crying... sigh
can someone comfort me?
i feel like dying...
my mum sure scold de...
tell me to quit scout then also the end...
face the music loh..
wat can i do...
stress......
--------------------------i hate myself---------------------------
maybe everything is my fault bah...
i had no intention to hurt anyone...
u are still my best friend...
i still want u to be my best friend..
YES,I AM HURT WHEN I SEE YOU WITH HER...
but i cannot say anything...
i hope u don blame me...
i don blame you my dear friend...
i hope everything can be back to usual....
coz after so many things happen...
i realise u are more important than anyone...
i also find sumone who love me as much as you do
sumone who care for me too...
and that's my kor... :)
people still care 4 me...
i am gald...
see! i live without him.. ;)
today did not go photo taking...
not that i dun wan to go...
it will be too late....
sorry roshini...i wanted to go badly :x
but i am busy with my new house so cannot go....
tried to rush
but still too late
sigh....
i run like siao........nvm at least i try
see u guys tmr ;)
Today: rainy day..VERY cold
Emotion: sad enough to be happy...
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YoU aRe ThE oNe AnD oNLy KiTe I hAvE
People tell me to let go of the kite....
Let the kite fly high and free....
I am still holding on to the string...
and i am thinking if i should let it go....
The wind is blowing so strongly....
I am fighting to stand up straight with the kite..
and making sure it wont fly away...
but the kite tell me it want freedom....
After so long...
I am really really tired..
I am hurt in the wind...
So......
I LET THAT KITE GO....
and my sky started to rain.......
So heavily....
People....
Don ask me about that kite again....
I let it go...
If the the kite want me..
It will come back...
But i know it will never come back again...
Will You?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------HeY yOu... you neglect me...yes u did....you did not feel it.. do you?you are busy....with your exam?with your work?or is it with your best friend?last time when i am sad...you are actually the one who lend me that shoulder of yours to cry on no matter wat...now? i don even get to see you...i seldom see you...NO...i see you...with her..i cannot say anything...can i? yes u sat down with me...just to show me that u haven 4 get me yet...just to show that u still care 4 me when u just sit there 4 not more than 5 min???? i need to bear with it...u leave me...yes u did....i send u that message u did not even ask me what happen then u say i am over _______..... fine....i am veri veri veri _______to you...i knw....the problem is u don even knw wat happen! that day i am really really sad...i really need sumone that really care 4 me like how u care 4 me last time....why not just tell me that we both cant be like last time coz of her...just tell me...nvm..i can see with my own eyes wat u are showing me...i have kept this in my heart 4 veri veri long...pls make it clear that i did not BLAME anyone..it's my own fault...just to tell you...i am not blind..i can feel...i can see....-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------WhAt'S oN tOdAy?? everything is finish today in my new house..moving in soon...:)went to check it out today with my parents...nice...:)after that went to a hawker centre near my school and eat..see sherlyn,wee keong, jia yi , ya yan there too.. and some other sec 4 and 5....lol...sherlyn see me like see ghost...chat 4 a while with her..she just sitting behind where i sit still cannot see me lol...then suddenly rain...the sec 4 and 5 some still need to discuss who to share umbrella with....so funny...then wait 4 the rain to stop b4 we go off back to new house....sigh...u like your life?????? pls tell me :) i am glad to know...
science paper damn hard...skip 3 question...shina skip 6 question on my god........ some blur photo here... class photo....that small girl is me....don knw why look like gong gong(blur blur) de...the winnie the pooh damn cute....hahahah
thanks 4 hurting me...
everyhting is just too late..............................................................................
sooo late...........................
i understand it is very hurting........
coz of love, people change.......
even the most tough person in this world..
can just cry coz of a person he love.....
hidding in a corner...crying...
U CRIED....
u say i don knw the pain...
the kind of pain........
............that make u change
that make u cry..........
that make u so weak....
i can see
u look happy everyday..
but deep inside your heart u are HURT....
i knw how u feel......
i CAN feel the pain too....
u are right
maybe we both will not likely to be in love again
coz of HIM
we both cry DAY and NIGHT....
so hurt...rite?
i knw the pain...
sumtime i hear love song...
i feel like dying...
u say love is a myth
maybe u are right....
getting hurt coz of a myth.....
stupid?
maybe....
i am trying to avoid him...
i dun want to see him......
i am surprise myself that when i see him....
i felt like......... one kind....
later on.....
i realise i still love him....
sigh....
LOVE?
HATE?
LIKE?
DISLIKE?
WATEVER.......
I AM TIRED AFTER ALL THIS....
LET'S TAKE A REST BA MY FRIEND :)
