my reply 4 mathfailure:
[[he really broke your heart didn't he? it's lyke he shot an arrow into your heart that stabs so deeply in your poor heart.. and it's bleeding non-stop.. the arrow is stuck so deeply inside.. jux that one arrow.. jux one... can make your heart bleed so long.. even though yew tried to clean the wound.. it jux can't be cleared away by yew.. but yew know who could and yew have to wait and might not get the person to clear it for yew.. yew so much better then me.. i got two stabs at the same tyme.. yew know how much it hurts? (: i jux onli wan to lyke hym secretly til the backstabbers ruin everything... the impression of me in hym must be hell... *sobs*i know i hab change from the past.. i will never be the past me anymore.. never lyke before.. jux because of that one guy and the backstabbers.. i totally changed.. i know i had not beeen so hyper for the past months... my life had really change a lot.. none other crushes had made me feel lyke this before.. onli this and onli one.. i wish one dae he would also kana backstab by them and his dear crush hurt hym deeply at the similar tyme.. then he will feel wat i am feeling now.. love isn't a wonderful thing when yew jux got hurt by hym.. better give up bahhs... it is better to give it up before yew really get deeply hurt by hym. gettin hurt by hym isn't a nice feeling... it is worst than hell..]] (by mathfailture)
yes,i am hurt...he won care i knw...i did not get one arrow..is more than 1.........getting hurt is not nice i knw...but love is just like that...love isn't a wonderful thing when you get hurt..but when u are hurt u learn at least sumthing hopefully...he is my first crush and yet i love him so deeply...my wound has not heal yet...so pain...
i need to bear with it lorz....
coz i cant 4get him now...
but i knw one day he will go one...
so must my love 4 him if he did not accept it...
{he shot an arrow into your heart that stabs so deeply in your poor heart.. and it's bleeding non-stop.. the arrow is stuck so deeply inside.. jux that one arrow.. jux one... can make your heart bleed so long.. even though yew tried to clean the wound.. it jux can't be cleared away by yew.. but yew know who could and yew have to wait and might not get the person to clear it for yew..}
this part is quite true huh....
when love did not have an happy ending...
u dont need to curse him lah....
u wanted him to suffer like u have
but think.....
that will not make him love you...
love is not about getting revenge...ok?
just wish him the best lorz.....
knwing and loving him need fate de....
when u, yourself is hurt......
it is painful i knw
he may feel nothing abt it....
but deep inside yourself.....
u will hate yourself 4 loving him..........
some ppl worse....
hate them after they reject them...
feel like wanted to kill them...
these ppl don understand wat is love...
wish u all the best 4 your future love bah....
:)
